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March 30 22岁生日许愿未来的一年可以
“亲爱的笼包,去年的今天,我们共同完成了人生中的第二场演出,精彩万分,回首过去的一年,有笑有泪有欢有愁,最重要的是有你,我知道今天的我们没有一年前的那个晚上激动雀跃,今天的我们站在人生的十字口,做着艰难的选择,可是善良如你,聪慧如你,坚强如你,我想上天都不会不眷顾你的,我们会一直走到比去年更高兴激动雀跃的那天。Dear,happy birthday,yours Tracy.” ——大哥 “小妞,今天生日是不是和那两个数字一起玩啊?我希望你能开心,不管是不是和那两个数字在一起,我希望你能永远开心,你是怀抱天真和勇气的人,那很难得,我觉得你的未来就会像那个风车一样,灿烂旖旎,迎风而上。生日快乐小笼包。” ——不问 “零点祝福没创意,22点22分祝你22岁精彩,够朋友吧!” ——生物怪人
收到的祝福短信中,有几条特别让我感动,舍不得删掉,所以和愿望记录在一起,永存。另外还要谢谢小东、静静、书记、老领导、星儿、小龙、小屋、小蔡、萌男Roger、小白、喇叭、Zheng、Jean、天一、鹦鹉、招商银行和钱柜的生日祝福,你们是我人生路上的护栏,让我可以一直扶持着勇敢走下去。
March 29 安福路2日之旅这两天的曼妙夜晚都献给了安福路,以至于闭着眼睛都可以13分钟之内从公司迅速走到那里。
昨天在大哥的热情赞助下和小蔡在戏剧沙龙看了可当代的低成本小制作话剧《谈谈情说说谎》,一男一女两演员在三把长凳组成的空间里,硬是生搬硬套的演足了90分钟的“一夜情未成引出人性悔悟”的恶俗小故事。前1/3段揭露了男人为满足自己下半身的思考而满嘴谎言,中间2/3段展现了上了年纪后不值钱的女人急于寻找归宿的悲哀,最后3/3段证明了男人是孩子,女人是母亲的定律。这部制作成本大概只有1000个硬币的戏,听说票房不太好。不过最后一排的位子票价竟然也要120元,大概反正都要送人的,不如票价印得好看一点,送客户也体面。
今天在公司的happy hour分完蛋糕后,便急匆匆得顶着突然骤至的寒风和小屋Roger参加安福路西班牙文化领馆《自省》摄影展的开幕酒会。很简单但很干净的展厅布置,为数不多的照片是黑白的、带有性的暗喻的,这年头是个搞艺术的,都喜欢在作品中加入性的元素,似乎“不性不艺术”......听完西班牙领事死样怪气的致词,品尝了可口的小点,我们三人穿过马路来到了友人推荐的AMOKA咖啡馆。沿着窄窄的楼梯走上二楼,烛光摇曳,Bossanova的音乐很好的衬托了咖啡厅的小资情调。Roger开始一月一次的“思想强奸”,每次强奸完,眼前挡住去路的大海都会被辟出一条宽阔的水路,让我看到彼岸的希望,明白自己的渺小,踏出前行的步伐。依旧在后半个21点离开安福路取道武康路,空旷的路面伴着黄色灯光下的梧桐,很文艺,很平静。
身边好友的Genda能兼有“他”和“她”,It's a great gift!
PS: Today I'm very happy to see N eventually brought her passion back and awaken original-self. Cheer up!
March 23 好傻好天真这一个星期过得很艰难
所有糟糕的情绪和事情终于在周五
听到话剧艺术中心传来的喜讯后全面爆发
先是突然顿悟1个月前的美好期待只是自欺欺人
后又无意发现某人虚假的谎言只是为了省那么点银子
最后回到寝室却又发生了百口莫辩的误会
我究竟是什么?
我到底求什么?
后悔、懊恼、彷徨、害怕
大哥说
我在走她去年7、8月份的路
大哥说
你怎么现在才想通?你怎么就那么凭感情做事情?你怎么就那么好傻好天真?
虽然当晚
我还是很孩子气的找了一个陌生人
在避风塘把所有的情绪用眼泪宣泄了一遍
但是眼泪流干的刹那
脑子开始异常的清醒
久违的梦想和创意突然像井喷一样冒出来
坐在49路上飞快地整理完思绪
一下车立即就给小屋打电话
google的创意大赛
新盈利模式的创业计划
整整20多分钟
神采飞扬
狮子座的小屋
总能神速的理解我要表达的东西
抓住我的灵感
然后和我一同为了离梦想又更进一步而兴奋不已
我们都是好傻好天真的女生
执着的走在实现梦想的路上
不愿意放弃任何一个可以帮助我们实现梦想的媒介
偶尔误打误撞
不知此地究起何所
但是即使有一线希望
我们也蒙住双眼想象光明
陌生人说
你应该要学着去适应环境
而不是总想去改变环境
但是依然觉得别人的环境是错的
那么你就就自己创造自己觉得对的环境
我有
而且时刻准备着
我的“Miss Twenty”
时刻准备着
小屋说
我们现在得先把自己养活了
然后再去养自己的梦想
嗯~~
虽然执着于梦想的人被旁人看起来很傻很天真
但是青春就是用来很傻很天真的
马上就要22岁
那么老了的我
是否还能抓住青春的尾巴任性一把?!
March 15 080314Now I believed that there is a God lives in the world He must have a pair of eyes, which, however, once frequently went wrong. He must understand my helplessness & despair when I left the whole empty office Many thanks for yesterday's gift, just list in memory of the happiness —— Get lost on Changle Road, HongKong-style restaurant, Delicious food, kitchen & Cooking, Biology, Logic, 养乐多, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Rose, Wide Rose, One architect world, Explode the Universal Financial Center, Flat Breast, Bus 49, Bus45, Smell of hormone, Bus 49 again....... March 08 Grandma L.I have been looking forward to the re-encounter with Grandma L for such a long time, but as having the strange capacity that always screw up everything,especially the ones I take more concern, My behavior was totally look like a navie and stupid student. My holy dear God~ What happened to my brain? Why it didn't work as soon as Grandma L appearing in sight? Why not cutting off her speech when what I said had been misunderstanding? Why not telling her what I really thought in the bottom of heart? Why not dare to ask the questions that have been imagined thousands of times in my mind? I have felt sick of myself, not to say to her.
These days, some men showed me their will to be my boy friend. Most of them asked my request about the other part, replying honestly with image in mind, he should enjoy a tall figure、flat shoulder、a little bit yellow hair and wearing Jeans plus canvas shoes, further more , having a sunny、charming and unique smile with a pair of eyes full of wisdow, which I called UK-style guy. Then, each of these men regards me as a too fantasitic crazy girl, and I guess they must shake their head in front of the PC screen, while, I smiled on the contract on my side. I was aim to do that but meanwile it was truth. I always tell my best friends that I will insist on the desition that marry with a man who working related to the arts, though they just regard it as a joke.
Apart from my clumsy, the lunch chating with Grandma L. was really very helpful for me to wake up and rescue myself from the grey mood. No matter whether she wants to see me in the rest days before her leaving, I appreciated her temporary care indeed, as well as the delicious bullfrog.
Miss Grandma L.and miss Grandma L.
Still and will go on keeping the willing of the day of last year
March 06 伴娘20:10离开公司,在冷风里哆嗦着,走回学校坐校车
20:14袋子里的手机振动,一条来自姐姐的新消息:亲爱的,5月18日做我的伴娘吧:)
风把眼泪水都吹出来了
但是身体突然觉得很温暖
穿上白色纱裙的力量的确是很强大,即使只是伴娘
我一定是这个世界上最不称职的伴娘
北京长出的肉还来不及减下来
不会穿高跟鞋
凹不出前凸后翘的身材
也不会陪笑
最关键不会喝酒,肯定最后要本末倒置的让新娘子帮我挡酒
但是呀,姐姐我爱你,我是最爱你的伴娘
Yes, I do :) March 03 非真实影像 |
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